Gah. Lots has happened. I’ve crossed a fair amount off of my list. I’ll chronicle that later (but, for the record, check it out). I’ve started college again. Brand new start.
Brand new me? No, definitely different, but not brand new. I’m loving being here-loving the classes, swimming, the people. But…yeah. I’m just having a hard time being super open and I don’t know why. I don’t really like that. I just feel very much contained and guarded. Unintentionally, but I just don’t have any desire to get up and go all of the time. I feel extremely low energy all of the time and I’m too tired to pick it up. I feel very serious all of the time and kind of awkward. I just don’t know how comfortable I really feel around people here right now. It’s just not as natural as I’d like it to be. Granted, this is week two and it’s still that awkward transfer phase.
I don’t know why I feel as though there is always so much just standing in my way when I am so much more comfortable with myself and who I am/have become.
Can we say the same for you?
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